Wednesday, September 21, 2011


Today you said in your tweet that you don’t like someone’s tweet, kau tidak suka tweet seseorang. I realize It might be me it might not be me. But after you tweeted those words, you never reply my tweet so, its so scary to think that that’s me you’re talking about. but I refused to think that way, forgive me. It’s okay if you don't want to be my friend, but let me be your friend. Please read

Dear Liam,

First, I followed you because I like infinite too, hoya, especially. Heard that music bring people together, that’s true, that’s what I believe. first time I tweeted you, I didn’t know anything about you except your name.


I tweeted you the second time when Andrew used your twitter account. I was surprised at that time because I thought “wow, Liam can speak Indonesian, Is he Indonesian?” then I saw your timeline. It’s so cute how andrew told stories about you.


One day, I knew your condition. And at that very moment I want to talk to you and started worried about you. But no, I talked to andrew first, I asked about your condition. Oh no, I think I tweeted get well soon Liam without mentioning you. Or I don’t know, I forgot. 


I never say this but I’m a medical student, always whine over how thick the book I must read, how much longer I have to study. that one time after you awake, you replied me. And at that time I didn’t know that you understand bahasa Indonesia so I tweeted “thank you Liam, saya jadi semangat belajar”. I didn’t expect you to understand that but you did, it made me embarassed. But you tweeted “you’re welcome, fighting” you don’t know what it means to me right?



I love your tweet, your spirit. Your sweet, warm conversation with your girlfriend, your ‘kkkk’ laugh, your tender care for everyone, including me. Thank you for replying my tweet even you barely know me. For attractive sentences speak words of kindness, I adore you.


I wish you to never give up. I wish you to be happy.


I’m crying right now Liam.

me

Sunday, March 13, 2011

be strong and be grateful

I don't know why recently time had been hard and heavy

in this period of time I just remember what my friend said "just go with the flow, enjoy, do your best but never be so hard on yourself, enjoy your time, think of how Allah is by your side these times, just pray and always be content and always be grateful"
once someone's daddy told that someone "you are busy saving the world but why it is so hard for you just to help a newspaper seller in the traffic ligth?"

well he's right, I'm someone who doesn't even have the slightest idea to save the world though, but to help people just start from your surroundings.

"don't feel superior because when the reality is not what you expected you will fall and it hurts, don't feel inferior because when others look down to you their gaze will be heavy, and it hurts, just feel content that you're more lucky than some people, and feel grateful of what you had by keep helping people."

halsuisso
-NPanenggak-

Monday, February 28, 2011

behind the cover

Anatomy jinca musowooo aaaarggghhh!!!!
I opened the page of atlas anatomy Sobotta and look at how miraculously our body contents
Jinca musowoo
Hajiman mositarago
Allah mandero janna~ kurom
hajimaaaaan
Nan jongmal molla halke,
Jincaaa!
Kongbuhagoissomyon jongmal himdeuro, nuni jinca jalgogateyo, michigeta
keunde halsuissoo halsuisso himneyooo himneyooo
towa juseyooo ega! Aja aja Hwaiting!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

It's easy to get A, you just need minimum 4 hours of study

he said that really, for my anatomy class. I just said halsuisso, halsuisso. fighting.
everyone seems ok with it so it should be ok with me to.
I have motivation. with all the insanity I have, well they're the one who keep me sane
halsuisso.