Today you said in your tweet that you don’t like someone’s tweet, kau tidak suka tweet seseorang. I realize It might be me it might not be me. But after you tweeted those words, you never reply my tweet so, its so scary to think that that’s me you’re talking about. but I refused to think that way, forgive me. It’s okay if you don't want to be my friend, but let me be your friend. Please read

Dear Liam,

First, I followed you because I like infinite too, hoya, especially. Heard that music bring people together, that’s true, that’s what I believe. first time I tweeted you, I didn’t know anything about you except your name.

I tweeted you the second time when Andrew used your twitter account. I was surprised at that time because I thought “wow, Liam can speak Indonesian, Is he Indonesian?” then I saw your timeline. It’s so cute how andrew told stories about you.

One day, I knew your condition. And at that very moment I want to talk to you and started worried about you. But no, I talked to andrew first, I asked about your condition. Oh no, I think I tweeted get well soon Liam without mentioning you. Or I don’t know, I forgot. 

I never say this but I’m a medical student, always whine over how thick the book I must read, how much longer I have to study. that one time after you awake, you replied me. And at that time I didn’t know that you understand bahasa Indonesia so I tweeted “thank you Liam, saya jadi semangat belajar”. I didn’t expect you to understand that but you did, it made me embarassed. But you tweeted “you’re welcome, fighting” you don’t know what it means to me right?

I love your tweet, your spirit. Your sweet, warm conversation with your girlfriend, your ‘kkkk’ laugh, your tender care for everyone, including me. Thank you for replying my tweet even you barely know me. For attractive sentences speak words of kindness, I adore you.

I wish you to never give up. I wish you to be happy.

I’m crying right now Liam.

me